Talking to myself....

I saw a quote today that said, "There are no atheists in death."  It really made me think.  I guess growing up Catholic, going to church all the time, going to Catholic school for the greater part of my life, it was never a thought that there was not a God.  I can't imagine not thinking there was one, I guess I would feel lost?  I don't know.  I asked my husband what his thoughts were because he really hasn't stuck to one religion too seriously his whole life, he feels that in the end everybody is just trying to get to the same place.  I think that's true as well but I cannot imagine a life of not praying or going to church.  Geez, even when I'm not praying I'm talking to God.  All day everyday, I'm talking to him, and I realize it probably just looks like I'm a mumbling lunatic but, I guess that's my way of feeling better about things that maybe scare me, or just things I'm unsure of.  Who do people who don't believe in God talk to?  Do they just hold it in.. I think I'd go crazy!  It made me laugh when I thought about how over the years my prayers went from asking God to help me pass a test to "Please God watch over my babies......"  In the end, I guess whether you are praying or just telling God your problems and asking for help, its a conversation with somebody you trust infinitely, and I cant imagine my life without those conversations. :)

On to an amazing year!!

2011 here we come!!!  I cannot believe how fast this year has gone by!  Ever since I had the girls it seems like time has just gone faster and faster.  2010 has been a decent year for our family.  It had its ups and downs but whose year doesnt have those?  Looking back at this year I feel so blessed!  Here's a few things Im thankful for:

These little ladies are my life!  I dont know where I would be today without them and feel so blessed that the Lord gave them to me.

I am thankful for the wonderful man in my life.  He helped me acheive a huge goal this year, to become a stay at home mom, and I am so appreciative.  <3

And I am definitely thankful for my Family!  We would be nowhere without all of you!

For my resolution, I would like to become more patient and just relax and enjoy life,  and also lose a few pounds... okay maybe a lot of pounds.. :) Ill keep ya posted on how that goes! LOL Hope everybody has a great 2011!  Lets all think positive and make it happy.  Remember, the grass is only greener where you water it, not always on the other side! Unless youre like some people I know and water everybody elses grass before you do your own, and in that case, take it easy this year, sit in your lawnchair with the sprinkler goin and breathe in the fresh air! :) Sometimes, you just have to make it happen!  2011 HERE WE ARE!!